Friday night, it's 12 o'clock
and I'm in bed trying to sleep
I've been trying hard to be an adult for a little over a week
The neighbors are all laughing with their friends
I can hear them echo through the vents
I can hear their happiness
creep through my window
I think to myself,
they don't know what I know...
It's not so bad to be alone
I keep myself plenty company
I use all the pillows that I want to use
and I use my overthinking to ease me
and eventually my dreams seize me
and the laughter and neighbors release me.
