It's raining in my head today
and in our bed you seem so far away
and I always fucking regret the things
I say
and do.
I'm a disaster through and through
and anytime I try to improve
I make a mess
mediocre at best.
And the ashes fall
and I forget it all
I forget the rest
and I remember
you.
So tall with never-ending arms
and a perforating smile
and in that moment I set back the dial
but I can't erase what I did
can't take back the words I said.
We fight 10,000 wars a week
but always stop before someone's dead
our paranoia and rage crawl back in our heads.
And it's suddenly so silent and all you hear
a slowly falling tear
we were so violent
and now we've made it through the aftermath
trying to get back to where we were
one hour before
two lovers laughing
and rolling on the floor
intertwined
heart,
body,
and mind.
and in this silence we both understand
with a soft glance
that we're us again.
A crazy lady and her crazy man.
