Summers don't last forever anymore
I guess that nothing does
it seems like I lost the point in time
where things changed
It used to be so easy
to have a good time
on no dime
no one cared.

Sacred summer fades away
were growing up they say
but a secret between me and you
we both know that that's not true
we'll be young and free forever
we'll just have to chase those summers
let's just chase the sun
if we start now the race is half way won.

We'll start yesterday
and straight on til infinity
no matter what
just warmth and you and me
volando vamos
el sol tentandonos
los dos
puros
sun chaseros
vagabundos
de dos corazones
sin razones.

I cry at least two times a day
it helps me keep the pain at bay
Yellow circle on the front of the R train
rising to the station like the sun.
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Heavy boisterous birds in flight
Clearing clouds upon the night
arriving soon to land amidst
this concrete jungled neverland abyss
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with wings you came in soft a fly
and bounced me down up towards the sky
and prickly painful wind gusts couldn't keep
me from falling feather-like at your feet
the greatest brightness ever known
was that which to me from the darkness you had thrown.
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Never have I looked so tired
my limbs tangled with stress
body rewired
the day to day so uninspired
the situation a slow slope to dire
what's next guns for hire
ill just take the gun.

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Pain pain pain pain
nothing left to lose or gain
everybody same train
same face same name
bored of playing the same game
lack of something new
such a shame

Cold and wet and thinking of you
when thinking was the only thing we had to do
too may minutes of silence
with some of my thoughts hinting to violence
where did we go?
here we are sitting angry at the world
and neither of us can apologize
the hardest of all of life
--compromise.
Sick to my stomach
thinking thoughts
mind pulled taught
wish you remembered that all i wish you would do
is suffocate me in your arms and just fake an I love you.
Toss my stomach into knots
and wish that we could remember
all the Decembers and Septembers
and all of our selfish desires
still burning embers
too hard to forget the last thing on our mind
There is nothing that feels better than the non-violent locking
of your body into mechanical positions around my body
waiting for the key
Someone threw away
stuck in bittersweet
tangle
of tick-toking
roll rocking love.
No one ever made me feel this way
You've always been 
and always be 
the best part of my day.