I cry at least two times a day
it helps me keep the pain at bay
Yellow circle on the front of the R train
rising to the station like the sun.
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Heavy boisterous birds in flight
Clearing clouds upon the night
arriving soon to land amidst
this concrete jungled neverland abyss
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with wings you came in soft a fly
and bounced me down up towards the sky
and prickly painful wind gusts couldn't keep
me from falling feather-like at your feet
the greatest brightness ever known
was that which to me from the darkness you had thrown.
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Never have I looked so tired
my limbs tangled with stress
body rewired
the day to day so uninspired
the situation a slow slope to dire
what's next guns for hire
ill just take the gun.

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Pain pain pain pain
nothing left to lose or gain
everybody same train
same face same name
bored of playing the same game
lack of something new
such a shame