Cold and wet and thinking of you
when thinking was the only thing we had to do
too may minutes of silence
with some of my thoughts hinting to violence
where did we go?
here we are sitting angry at the world
and neither of us can apologize
the hardest of all of life
--compromise.
Sick to my stomach
thinking thoughts
mind pulled taught
wish you remembered that all i wish you would do
is suffocate me in your arms and just fake an I love you.
Toss my stomach into knots
and wish that we could remember
all the Decembers and Septembers
and all of our selfish desires
still burning embers
too hard to forget the last thing on our mind
There is nothing that feels better than the non-violent locking
of your body into mechanical positions around my body
waiting for the key
Someone threw away
stuck in bittersweet
tangle
of tick-toking
roll rocking love.
No one ever made me feel this way
You've always been 
and always be 
the best part of my day.